Been throwing this around a lot recently. I do love streaming, I really do. But as of late I just haven’t been feeling it.
It doesn’t seem fair that my friends and family who log on and join me, watch me flounder around and not put as much as I should into it. They deserve better (that being an over-all statement in general for me).
This weekend is Christmas weekend. I am going to be transparent and say, I lost both my mother and father around Christmas. If you add in the fact I never liked the holiday to begin with, and that I am not Christian; I am pagan… let’s just say I don’t do well with it.
Friday I have a wake, and Saturday I have a funeral. It is for someone I knew for 40+ years and that I thought very highly of.
Bottom line, add in the normal facts with this current death… I really don’t feel like streaming or much of anything really.
Not sure how long it will go on for, but there is no use streaming or playing video games when you don’t really want to. Guess it circles back to; they deserve better iof they are taking time out of their day to watch.
For those Christians out there, Merry Christmas. For fellow pagans, Happy Yule. And for all Happy New Year too.
Take care.
(The video is just a random one I put in to fit the requirements)